...Moga Nor Koumai. They Blessed. Me Too

a_pu!a_pu!a_pu!pu! like a finger sliding down the chord of your guitar

like this beloved auxiliary chord who got rightfully forgotten, thank god

you haven't been turned on yet, someone came and repaired you but oh

nobody nobody cared to deepen your meaning/what are you here for, what were you here for

meanwhile this ordinary-as-fuck cup gets fucked up filled with juice and instant coffee pleasure

some get unnoticed

some don't bother  noticing

some pretend,

some play video games

cycle cycled basedgod recycled swag was stolen everything falls right in place for a time
this is what's left when you dried your soul from emotions, new emotions reborn
we remember that ([you] always cry at) regenerations you slimey gooey goofy jerk beef
i remember saying i would never pay for your shitty hamburgers anymore when  I  do... ...
his frightened look takes my memory back to this underrated song by this overrated band

i loved you today and i know i shouldn't i know i don't brain tricks you when heart tries to open
heart always ready, brain always afraid, and when i listen, when my ears, my material body's back

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what about me why you lookin at me? wait you're not? don't spread those legs girl*gets killed*
ok i didn't have to look--shit you are pretty that's all you have appetite me too that's al*gets killed*

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but you slept or pretented to the whole afternoon and i imagine you're used to that and maybe

you pretended to sleep your whole life and you pretend/prevent to extend this nap for as long as you

feel the need to

i'll be gone soon and it's right. it's nice. i'll do my best because i always do. and when i do it for you...