twenty-thousand times (Wii'sHer)

back for the twenty-thousand time
i'm sorry i will let you down
but you know that i will let you down
i caught your eye in the distance
except i'll never reduce that distance
you're afraid, there's no trust
and i left twenty-thousand years ago

waiting for myself to be able
to draw that distance back
i never trusted this plane, never trusted this plane
there's so much, there's so much, i could do
there's so much, so much, so much i could do
but it's not you
but it's not you
i'll meet you again
twenty-thousand times

i'm sorry it's not you
you seem to be
the most sorry of us two

i'll hide in my headphones
i'll hide in my free lives t-shirts
i'll hide behind a car
watching you try and try and try again
with any guy looking a bit like me,
with every guy i look a bit alike

i care that much
i care that much
i'll let you down
don't care that much
i cared that much

i want to try
i want to try
tho there's no trust
in any given future
have i forgiven my future
fighting to live the present
outside a closed-up past