unbothered

fuck you for
sharing what i like
with the one i love
not happy with the role
i'm left to fulfill
i'm like TT

fuck you for
not being me
for being with her
where i can't be
i guess i'm free
not from melancholy

whatever my friends
now it's without me
i'm talkin to you
when you're not looking
you finished reading
slouching away

away to my room
the sacred shrine
where i pray to my gods
take me as offering
i'm lingering
unbothered