nightlife love in the lose

just spent two weeks on a single game
wasting life on internet
my feet are swollen from the heat
and from not using them to walk
or something
it's been like early summer
or sumthin
and since the days have started to look good
i shut myself in and escaped reality
for another glorious one
where my feet lead me across five continents
where i never sleep, and northern lights drive me
to a world so different

it feels good to be alive when
you're a zombie
and you lose touch with it
what you are, where your fingers
on the controllers are
i do care, you know i care
maybe i just care too much
it's a tree or it's a rock but it's projected
in 3D in the life you pretend to avoid
that makes you go oï

feet hurt my feet hurt my feet hurt my feet hurt my feet hurt and i'm descending
it's rigged it's all rigged we're all rigged but god it's so much better than anything
god's so worth it when you don't need to get it together for better than anything