vendredi

unbothered

fuck you for
sharing what i like
with the one i love
not happy with the role
i'm left to fulfill
i'm like TT

fuck you for
not being me
for being with her
where i can't be
i guess i'm free
not from melancholy

whatever my friends
now it's without me
i'm talkin to you
when you're not looking
you finished reading
slouching away

away to my room
the sacred shrine
where i pray to my gods
take me as offering
i'm lingering
unbothered

mardi

helvetica standard

i am only thinking of you and it aches, and i wouldn't like the turn it takes
whatever the birds may call you whatever adjectives spontaneously spring up
you're a rehash
helvetica

you're my favorite princess.
the one i care to save the one i care to objectify
on a pedestal you shine
i drew you as if you were mine
but you're farther and farther away from me
and i will burn you
down

you never were player two.
been waiting for this, waiting for nothing
and then it happens, and then it's nothing
and then the struggle - i ain't no savior
i'm just a rip-off
throwing myself off
turning it all off

i am only thinking of you (i'm working)
it aches, wouldn't like the (turn it) takes
whichever bird says about you whatever spring has brought to you
i float out of it, while you're being at it, you're being a hit, you're being it
you
is being it

samedi

Indolent

nani the fuck man  i'm dead  away
roll the next spliff man    yeah man
dress as a cat yeah  climb up  the stars
such fun in this 3D world ay
such  fun

still think about her  meh
i'd rather     won't
what's healthy what's lefty
real friends,  now
then

it's a desert or a  forest
i  can't be waiting for someone
a divine beast to be restored...
in my room  cheap   drinking
smoking  drugs and playing  games

mardi

sharing is enough (worlds colliding incessantly)

now, say you don't care about me
say that you won't look at me
won't bulge torso at you
won't pass on the fact, it is all about you
now, i won't mistake my desire for you
with my love and respect for you

you made your choice and went that direction
from this side from my side i'll be proud to love
waiting for a chord to hit, me, hard beneath the head

it's so funny how life gives you what you need
i will keep advancing, there's nothing to redo
but i'll keep looking at you, just as i do, all of you
all of you i love

nobody to love
everything changes in the now
now is where we be
share something with me
it's enough to be