jeudi

Burned

people love this city, they love nantes,
i feel like the only city, i ever liked...
ain't from this world;
it's a fiction made of the magic  in our lives

but it makes me  sad
i guess i like this city, but i will never know it
as i will never know anything for sure
even if in the comfort of our home
i feel at home

and they'll splurt an ocean of cum,
and they'll splurt an ocean of cum

they'll make us turn the volume down
even if we'd already learn to keep ourselves thorned,
imprisoned in that home that'd burn
did the home get burn

mardi

this Fun is Sad

When I'm watching You - I wish You have fun
When I listen to You - I wish You have fun
I don't know what to do - nothing is present (...it's all made up)
I don't know what You do - nothing is honest (...is it that fake?)
People working hard, for me to feel that
And when I do feel that, my heart breaks in tears

'Cause when I'm watching You - I ain't watching nothing
And when I listen to You, I'm listening to them
So what I really do, is fantasize it all, and hope it's really real
And when I do feel that, my heart breaks in tears

'Cause when I'm watching You - I ain't watching nothing (choking choking)
And when I listen to You, I'm listening to them (weeping weeping)
So what I really do, is fantasize it all, and hope it's really real
And when I do feel that, my heart, it breaks in tears

samedi

thank god for food (random thoughts, but what isn't? it's all... rnadom...really

it's saturday - we have to listen to recordings-
we have to record the sounds and music
of water flowing down a stream

it's an image

everything is

i don't believe, in  what  i  see
i never reply                                                                                i'll never reply
i don't believe, -lieve,   in   what   i   say

a silver case a flower a sun
WASHED down the rain
the heavy rain...
...
...
...
...thank god for food


-

my throat hurts, my insides smell terrible
 imagine those hard nipples
your breasts are so big,
they are  so  big
her breasts are big
like big the cat
hey kitty
you're  too  young  for that


(as the sounds
of water  flowing down
(what...are...you...........
say, what, are   you?...........
(not that i care,,,,,,,
ain't even asking king king king
how i don't care
but buuuurgeeer kiiiiing
--the burger queen, queen, queen, queeennnnn....

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pretty scary                  everything is                    and         i'm          scared           of             i'm   scared   of   you           of     all    of       you              you             you            you             oh     a   ny    way way    way    

jeudi

Tout Passe

que je me parfume ou pas,
tu ne me regarderas pas
je suis là
perdu dans ma tête, le toit

je me vide constamment
mais je n'ai plus de carburant
et je fuis
je coule de partout par terre

bleu comme mes cheveux
rond comme un ballon
essoufflé comme un soufflé
mes rêves changent

vivant
je me sens vivant
et il ne se passe rien
tout passe

mercredi

privilège

maintenant je ne sais plus vraiment
pourquoi je ris, pourquoi je jouis
quelle est la différence quand je dors ou que je m'instruis?
suivant le printemps mon sombre flegme reviens
plus j'avance et plus je fuis, au même endroit reviens
les statistiques n'ont pas bonne mine, les stats valent rien
maintenant je ne sais plus vraiment
pourquoi me nourrir, pourquoi fumer
pourquoi quoi que ce soit
pourquoi quoi que ce soit
il est là le combat il est dehors
quel est mon sens à ces questions
je crois agir mais je prends peur
lorsqu'on me rit au menton
je prends peur lorsque je sors de mon confort
rien ne change
rien ne change
et je chante mes propres louanges
lové dans la peur de ne pas être une machine

dimanche

Disjointed Joint Is Fading

no idea who you are,
you're far
you never were the girl i knew

it's way too late that it's early
24/7 Lofi HipHop Youtube Radio
with the joint keeping me from eating

everyone is lame
i'm right where you are
everyone is lame
you're already far but you're going
farther and farther and please just go farther,
please just go farther

please just go farther let me not share my joint
yes i feel disjointed, but i'm alright with my joint
i used to love the joint so much
now the joint is fading to an idea
juste like you
my love

samedi

Zero Reasons (-zone.eater_vs_dragon.soul-)

zero reasons to get mad, zero reasons to be sad
zero reasons to assume anything is justified
the links i developed thus far are just really virtual
and how come i'd yearn for something unreally physical
unironically cheesy is the faded stance on myself
when undoubtedly, she's looking at yourself.
and i'm really happy you found yourselves
whatever it means and wherever it goes,
i'm fulfilled as long as she is where she goes
zero reasons for this and,
zero reasons for that, also


zero reasons for a dragon soul to be reborn
zero reasons for the worm to sink within
zero reasons for a bomb to detonate
zero reasons for a womb to inflate

zero reasons for two worlds to keep rotate
zero reasons for the girls to keep gestate
zero reasons for you to keep trying
zero reasons for me to carry horns


zero reasons for humans to be humans
a sea of dogs leaves a trail of skulls
zero reasons for me and you to draw the scene
zero reasons for all of them to watch the scene
it's the cleaners who leave the messages
telling you nothing else, but messages