Double Bass Dream Masturbation

Turn the knife on me, dig in deep

Spicy sauce, lick and lick, lick the slick

Scream, scream the blood, graze your throat out

Onto the sky red as inside a knife in the back

Of our heads

Dream of your crimes, your dreamed crimes

Killing the past forgiving the future

Drink all your own laments

Fuck the slaughtered body parts

Lightning strucked 

Your rotten insides

Nothing in the clouds

To gaze at

Suck my dick,

It's a DatPiff Exclusive

And don't forget to wash

Before first use

Today is the first day

Of the ending of the year

Of the ending of our lives

Let's dive into that black money

Let's throw our sinful hearts away

I want to die as a superstar

I want to die for who I've always been

Don't ever remember me

Buy that kebab and forget who you used to be

Buy that Ferrari and become a girl

Trapped in a lion's body

Died of Cuteness

i don't want you to be cute / i don't want you to be cute /
my opinion doesn't matter / my opinion shouldn't matter /
maybe every girl wants to be cute / maybe i want to be a girl
maybe girls don't want to be girls / maybe 'girls' doesn't mean shit today
maybe some people want to drop that label / maybe lots of people don't fit in that label
what label do you fit in / what label goes your feet in
they don't want to be cute / they don't want to be made fun of
i want to be cute / i want to be made fun of /
i want to go to the bathroom / i want to take a shit then go back to my beer
then go back to this awesome record / i love labels, music labels, music labors
i like to shit, i don't like to wipe my butt / i'm not good at it
i don't like shit, i don't go outside
i love a whole lot of shit, i often go outside
i love to stay inside to listen to this record
i don't like relationships, but i do like you
i don't like you; we're somehow stuck in a relationship
out of relationshit riding the relation-ship / you're left behind, still clinging to my shit
wipe it wipe it wipe it wipe my butt lick it rub it all on your buttlips
i'm shredding i'm shredding like a zombie rock god sticky fingers in your ass
sticky fingers in your dry mouth / i'll let the mouse finish the feast off your ass
drumming on your bowel rimming like it's riddim
redeem all its vowels re-deemed your self cartels
drugged more than a mushroomed toad, you're left to be unfold
like an opened folder your ass on top picture
favorited by no users / favorited by mistake
being taken for a prank / ended up being spanked
by the bass player. end

see through me

you think you're anime
you think you're a beybee
but i tell you girl you in 3D

believe that i'm not real
like i'm see-thru you see thru
you don't see shit

yea but im really real
thats what i believe when i say you not real
im enjoying my meal
everyday everyday everyday everyday

you think you're anime
you think you can make jokes
about anna mae

like you can google it
find meaning for it
appropriate it

yea but im really real
when i see you dont see you
cos you're see-through

you see through you're see-through you see through you see through me

Miritan

cho co late oh cho co late oh cho co lay e to silver the hedgehog on my elbow stings
your surname means something to me your surname means something to me because
you can't mean something to me you can't mean something to me  but you do o o you are sweet
o o s-s-s-s-s-s-sssweet skirt sweet socks sweet as poison candy cast a love spell on me
i suffocate front of your smile i can fly 'cause you give me wings i can fly 'cause i can't
touch you, touch you, oh touch you, touch you,
touch you, touch you, touch you, oh touch you,
you've grown up, NO! I SAID NO! NO NO NO NO, NO, NO, NO, NO NO NO NO, NONO NO NO

PUT YOUR PAJAMA! PUT YOUR PAJAMA! <3

QUIT YOUR PAJAMA! QUIT YOUR PAJAMA! <3

ELEVATE ME, MAKE A QUEEN OF ME!

popo popo popo popo popo popo popo popo popo po po po hungry hungry hungry hungry hungry

hungry hungry hungry white as a zombie stick your tongue out stick your tongue in it's a daydream

you make me melt like chocolate white chocolate that can't be swept  i haven't slept

presence in my head and in my heart and in the tension of this muscle

red blood circulate fast, it's going fast it's going fast it's going fast, it's going fast

i'm not a car

i don't go round

it's not a race,

but i am last

but i'm growing like a vegetable

yes i'm growing like a vegetable

(and i'm growing fast)

(growing fast on trash)

i have the light! i have the light! i have the right

darkness in light! darkness in light! time to be bright

at least i can try!

su-su-icide, su-suicide

suicide, it's a suicide
step on me/force your way
are you the icon/me the fanatic?
suicide, su-suicide
you had dreams and you got there
society gave you green light
susuicidesusuicide
now you could be yourself
what face you showing then
suicide, suicide
who emptied themselves, who emptied her
no have to be sweet, need to shit him
-yume janai yume janai-
;yume nande?;yume nande?
he won't melt more,
,melt anymore
it's not dead yet, can kill it yet
i'll eat your hair i'll eat your hairs
you are innocent and cute

Tiring

fugly

pocari sweat

keith rankin sweat

the style of the girls of the capital city

baso de agua

unease all the time

what i'd do what i'd do

suck that tongue

swallow it

tokyo tower or tokyo skytree

just bet on the beat

oh what i would do

everything i don't do

bra, bra bra bra

video game

cigarettes

drinkin sweat

very hard mode

defender of the future

rondo

mondo

monsanto

chris mas pug part e

abra

a bra, two bras

one tit, four tits

tilt

they gone for eva

mom i will never wanna

but you shoulda

but you dida

it's o.k.

pensando en el cuerpo

el cuerpo snatcher

your throat, it never ends

your throat, it never ends

in my mind it never ends

oh thanks

Don't Take Out T. Paper! Think Of Others!

I will suck your nipples I will spank your butt
I will go to the 100 store and buy you new Crocs
I will cry hearing you cry when my tongue explores your insides
When my tongue seeks understanding of the nature of your hypothesis
When it raises final questions without Fanta sizing hypothetical answers
When you reach Final Fantasy under the Breath of Fire of my Dragon Quest
Your cries will bring back Tales of Symphonia to the pure heart of this black hole
Holes are not meant to be filled by anything but questioning, but love
Hole is a band that I never cared about
Love is the name they give to the things they think they want, they think they like
All alike all aboard all fingers on the like one is up when the other Fantastic Four cannot reply
Why? why? why why why  why, why why? Why why why
Why are you leashed like a dog shitting on yourself in front of the neighbours
As relevant as the revolution wasn't televised they revolutionized the televice
They got to revulse our eyes from watching and watching and watching the neighbours
You have nothing for me but, nothing
You make me feel like the Shinkansen at top speed between the two highest mountains reaching for  the Black Sea
Why don't you hate me why you don't talk to me why is your mouth always full
Why do you keep coming why do you listen to me why do you stand for me
Why are you here when I don't want for you to be here
Why you're not here when I want you to be here
Why are you looking at my screen
Why am I looking at a screen
Why am I typing this the way I'm doing it, why a window, why Windows
Why am I hungry but I refuse to eat
Why this bullshit

Are you a furry, why the Fatal Fury, why eviscerate me, oh do you like birds
Oh I truly love birds

Never Got Out Of Sleep (FAKE BASED WRITTEN DOWN FREESTYLE NOT TO FREESTYLE FLAT AS A WEB MAP TILE)

talking to your friend at the other side of the world while i'm

watching disturbing regional porn on my computer a few centimeters from you

eating white chocolate and drinking ocha thinking of the girl from last night

who said she found me handsome oh god did i dived into her look

aren't you beautiful stroking it with your back knee brrip brrip

it's solid snake

for liquid snake

you think i joke cause i'm funny

i never joke cause i'm funny

i would dive deep into you  exploring life  bringing you life

i would give you everything before  dying in your mouth

please don't shout  please don't cry  only do  if you're happy

to see me, random access memory, ramming my baby

i'm here for you when you are not here for me

i'm here for you when you are not here for me

brrip brrip, pacha-ka tchik

wawawa, wawawa wawawa wa

woof woof got you! woop woop

rebel fist in the air back into the motherland

open your big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big, big...

big... big... big... big... dig... big... big... big... big... i want you to hurt me...

it wants me to hurt it...

i ain't tryna hurt... nobody...

i want it... to hurt me

grip grip

i don't know what to do

i've wasted every single tissue

ended thinking it was the issue

or the answer to it, MJ told me to 'beat it'

so be it, so be it, so be it

of course i'm doing too much i am trying so hard

to live to live to live the life i have to live

when i wake up i have no memory

i feel so stressed to feel so blessed

let me end my life in your panty (in your panty)

i cannot believe when you tell it when you tell me

are you talking appearance or maybe i'm exotic

or maybe you see the love in me i don't know i don't know get it out get it out

get it out get it out

i forgot the drugs forgot the drugs, forgot everything to drink the drugs

never forget the money the mind's blank but never forget who i be how that be (oh my god!)

don't ever tell me you believe me never ever say what you think

don't assume what i think oh my god oh your god hit it! hit it! harrrrder

you like it you hate it oh my god oh your god! am i talking appearance or maybe you're exotic

never seen anything like it, i like it, no hate in me, went off with the stress

i feel fine

pee on me

i can't believe it

never seen anything like it

downing stuff... downing stuff... down my stuff... my stuff full

stuff you full like a fool you're a ghost when you gaze straight to that light

it'll never forget you it'll remember each and everyone of you

each image, each feeling, what's alive and what's not

wipe it all off, me, when i go to sleep, never got out of sleep

Breathing The Internet As A Careful And Valuable Meditation

because when i get back and am not going out again,

because when you reuse their ideas, when you wrongly give up on yours,

because when i value something i choose to respect it

and that made it difficult to give up on you, made it

difficult to give up on anything, as i value life

cup of blueberry muffin tea and a bar of meiji white chocolate

A D, HD, ERA - a cap on your head ID did on north, west

will listen anyway

dazed and confused in 2016, 7 8 9

-sloppy-so be- get back and learn again learn again learn against

what you thought was right

what you thought was wrong

what you wanted to be black

what you forgot was white

but the light

you know who it follows

you know you should follow

so stay where you are

forgive who you are

because when i get back and am not going out again,

that's what you told your mom

that's what you hand me when you feel pretty - a chocolate

or a fruit

you can ask my type

i'm ICE/PSY

you can ask my type

it's you

Gone Back

Never  do   what you want to do
Always  do   what you don't want to do
What  you   do   is what's the most you
I don't  like   what is really me
Is it really me
It is really me
It is always me
When I look at  you

Never  be   what you want  me  to    be
Always  be   what I'm scared  to  be
Won  de  ring   what I'd     really be
Like a magazine
Editorial line
  Thank you for that line

Following the line past that trace my path is all trace through that Youtube line
Following the paste through the bine, neverending like a grape, vine, the blood's wine

Out and off, out and off

I waited  for it   to happen tonight
I will  allow  it for me to wake
It for me to wake

People say people saying people said,  but,,,  youknowthatistrue
People think people may have thought they thought,  that,,  that i don't know that
I know to lie   that I know to lie   I know to lie that    that I know to lie




Yes yes yes yes yes yes
Yes yes yes yes yes yes
Yes yes yes, yes yes yes,
Yes yes yes yes yes yes yes
Yes yes yes
Yes yes yes
Yes yes yes yes

The Girls Underneath The Clothes

I heard your socks, being such wary
My eyes blinked, when i saw weary
And on your caps, the marijuana prints
And on my socks, the marijuana prints
Like museum, who be remind me
Of past life who I came here to kill

The hot coffee, the hot coffee
Tasty like water
Your eyes have screens
Not blue like the deep
But I don't care, oh my god why would I
Nobody understood it then so they won't now

You were walking, to the toilet
I imagined you getting out and coming back
You were there, again, and you disappeared

PINKY!!!!!!!

And then I swear, then I thought to me
How can it be, don't make me hate me
You turned and smiled looking at my face
She turned and smiled looking at my face

But I know, you were just yourself
I could never mean more than a picture of a tree
Obviously, not thinking of me
Were just in the good place at the right time

But i saw it
I witnessed it
Your smile, it stroke through me

So I don't care
What it's gonna be
What I'll be eating
Because right now, you just looked at me

So I don't care
That ain't gonna be
Because anyway I swear I'll always be me
In the end I'm me

Then I think damn
Going up down thee
Should it really be
Then I think damn
I be lovin' she
To be lovin' me
But that ain't happin'
But that ain't happin'

Then I think damn
Going down up thee
It will never be
I don't think don't think no
I be lovin' me
Lovin' all of she
I don't need, for you to be
Everything is me

Fuyu Yasumi

Lost in the wifi room

Community room

I ain't sippin' tea bro

Burned up my pack

In the darts club wasted on shochu

I'll pay your bills right

You'll feel ashamed

Bitch better have my money

Waiting for the night

Meet up at Hachikō's

Plant mentality in a stone-cold city

Whatever feeds on my reserves

Still leave you gobsmacked

When you watch me stack

Dr. Pepper/ONI_HP restore sand.witch

You won't remember won't remember

Fat old cops not even searching me

Fuck 'em worldwide for not checking me

Bag's empty just wanna waste your time

Upskirt there's a kick and nice underpants

Play loud play loud play loud

Leave you sleeping in the loop-train

While I'm powering in the loop-strain

Hoop life on these fakes deep in loop life

Loom to your face cause I'm so beauty full

Then I leave the place retaining my bed

Sweet dreams about the plants sweet dreams about the plants

I'll go back to my friend I'll go back to my bitch

Return to Dreamland Final Smash in Heaven

Forgot What To Write About

snakes up ladders climbing social stairs to uneven

kitty channeling the fears of her friends for the sake of her empire

round and round like a cloud, round and round like a sword

feirce deity i'll go vaping and surfing in my head

playing guitar to the most awesome audience, ghost crowd

crowdfunding the crowdsurfing to live the life to live the dream

head first in the grass eat the grass smoke the grass then hit it

you have, the most, beautiful, dress, beautiful, below the ankle, and above it

i, i love yer brain

bottle the water pack up the rice, sell them together for a nice offer

that's a price that's a subwoofer, wendy's let me down but hey that's the game

piano bar on a boat with a woman singing when a woman's jumping

tell me about it, when you question me about it, you're not looking for answers

make a girl out of me

momowu - échec

Vocalvoid

Your voice I hear in the distance is as pretty as a synthesized melody,

It sounds as fake as the singing of a robot boxed to be sold in conventions,

When I look at you, what is to be found behind the screen? 

Is there anything making up for the mirage?

When you enter a new area, it's imperceptibly lead by a musical theme, previously unheard of you,

Comma comma comma

I'm not soft, nobody is. All this smoke... I smoke...

When I look at you, what do you have for response, for me?

Even a single whisker projects shadow

A tooth knocking against a nail

I need anything, we need anything, to hold on to... in every physical, spiritual, thought, object

And maybe I want you to talk about galaxies, maybe I want you to draw girls with dicks

Because girls have dicks, dicks have girls, you know you don't have to define further, when you have

Fuck me with your dick of a girl

Make a joke, because you can, because it doesn't affect you, because nobody sees you, nobody seizes

I can't take it when I see you at the store, I want to go back to assure you're here, to avoid your being

I want to eat.

I want to have a beer and masturbate and listen to headphones-music while I'm falling asleep

I want to download mp3 music files as a repetitive simple mechanical desperate habit 

claiming it is political statement

Some I'_ll do, Some I dont'

It closes at 11pm

Eleven is a number I underestimated

Void

I don't believe in void

House Lyrics

Lorsque le curseur se déplace, le titre change de couleur
You feel like the saxophone in this song
Cœur contrebasse contre mon cœur
Tu m’écœures

Tempo reflects percussion
Cushion for layers of sound
Mixed as the feelings I get when I'm here,
Parterre de morts t'atteignent quand c'est toi qu'ils teignent

Couleur couleur quand tu t'effondres sur mon mur
Quand tu tombes comme une tombe sur mon matelas dur
Le temps figé quand ta fine robe roule comme la vague
Vague...

Burgerpants...
I'll come to you with the remix
I'll come to you with the download
I don't know man

I don't know man,
I'm telling you, I'm telling you
I don't know man,
I'm telling you, no telling you
I don't know man,
I'm telling you, I'm telling
I'm no woman,
Circular wax, I'm telling you
Rotate that shit


Club




Cub





Curb



Enthousiaste ecclésiaste toute la baiserie
Pédéraste envoie chier toute la niaiserie
J'espère que j'ai tort j'espère que j'ai tort
J'espère que j'ai tort d’espérer
Quand ça fait bouger l'accent hé ho hé

Et tu sens ma bite

Je la sens ma bite, à trois sans soixante degrés

Et je fais durer

Et je fais tourner tourner tourner
Le disque sur le socle le disque sur le socle
DJ DJ DJ YUNG DJ
Passe ton morceau préféré

Et il fait durer

Continue 

Faire ou ne pas faire, il n'y a pas de question (Noël au KFC)

Boner
My stomach hurts
Drank too much sake
I ate the ghosts  of the slaved chickens
À Noël dernier 
Je t'ai donné mon cœur
Mais le très jour d'après
Tu l'as refourgué
Cette année
Pour me sauver des larmes
Je ne le donnerais à personne de spécial
Large Pepsi
The KFC
Makes me want to cry
Down the HKE
-Try to talk
Try to exchange
What do you get
When you get wet
Tomorrow
Still won't forget.

Cute Girls!Italics/Say 'Fuck You' In Your Seifuku

Cute girls walking
Cute girls walking
Cute girls walking together back from school
Lively girls
They hold something
They hold something I'm looking for
They hold something we're all looking for
The boys are cute too I guess right
But I'm not looking at them
I'm not thinking about them
Why is that, right
They already know so much
Leaned against something
It's so early in the day but darkness makes you
Feel its weight and you share your
Thoughts about something to someone
It's only about sharing it and being able to
And not even the fact that it's a question or
That there's not an answer or
That there never will be one
Cute girls
Cute girls
Sweet music
You let me dive in your presence
You aknowledge a presence
I will never dare
I will never dare
Don't they ever dare
Cute girls
Cold outside
Guitar slide

Marcher dans la Rue

marcher dans la rue

avancer, remarquer ta tenue

chercher à regarder sous ta jupe

posée sur ton vélo

tu avances dans la rue

ne pas penser à ce qui se passe dessus

marcher dans la rue

déteste le temps

transpirer, penser à tuer le temps

me voilà dans la rue

tu n'y es plus mais je suis dans la rue

j'ai mal au ventre à cause de mes abus

marcher dans la rue

quand tu me fixes j'imagine que je te tue

quand je te fixe j'imagine que je te tue

je t'imagine cul nu

partout ça pue 

quand je marche dans la rue

je ne m'arrête plus

de marcher dans la rue

Non-Fiction

It's not my place

I will stay where I'm supposed to

Didn't took me that long to fully realize

That grass would never feel greener elsewhere

Now I'm here

Didn't took me that long to fully realize

That I was willing to act same way as you

That I would selfishly fabricate the two

Funny thing is it's exact way I would pop

Exact reason now I'm here

Why is that not what I want

I refuse to be what I hate the most

I refuse to be what I don't want to

As simple as that

So I will not steal you from where you're supposed to

Will do same as always did; never failed

Blessed to not have you and in peace with myself

I love myself even in death when I hate myself

Born from you, purer than anything I'd experience

So proud to not have any answers about anything

So proud to testify I am the witness of Time

For that I can eat five meals a day or i can not eat

Golden poop on the top of the sacred building

Socks are beautiful up the knee

Up my sleeves up my sleeves

Corrugated Metal Horses

the caught syrup  gotcha

together we must go,  mona

the fuck am i doing

the fuck am i going

hope there is some rice left

in the rice cooker

super chef

died all day 

in the blue day

the sun has never woke up

she looked deep in the bottom of my pupils

but i couldn't understand a word she said

i said "i will follow you anyway"

there's never anybody to follow

is this the effect it should have?

it's soft, wish i had the dishaccompaniment

why can't i stop whining about the green

first to thunder back at the garden state it's allover

shining back on me the ultimate entry that's a bother

sister state pastry's late i watch tv sumo suki

i will keep the menthols

...Moga Nor Koumai. They Blessed. Me Too

a_pu!a_pu!a_pu!pu! like a finger sliding down the chord of your guitar

like this beloved auxiliary chord who got rightfully forgotten, thank god

you haven't been turned on yet, someone came and repaired you but oh

nobody nobody cared to deepen your meaning/what are you here for, what were you here for

meanwhile this ordinary-as-fuck cup gets fucked up filled with juice and instant coffee pleasure

some get unnoticed

some don't bother  noticing

some pretend,

some play video games

cycle cycled basedgod recycled swag was stolen everything falls right in place for a time
this is what's left when you dried your soul from emotions, new emotions reborn
we remember that ([you] always cry at) regenerations you slimey gooey goofy jerk beef
i remember saying i would never pay for your shitty hamburgers anymore when  I  do... ...
his frightened look takes my memory back to this underrated song by this overrated band

i loved you today and i know i shouldn't i know i don't brain tricks you when heart tries to open
heart always ready, brain always afraid, and when i listen, when my ears, my material body's back

 --

what about me why you lookin at me? wait you're not? don't spread those legs girl*gets killed*
ok i didn't have to look--shit you are pretty that's all you have appetite me too that's al*gets killed*

--

but you slept or pretented to the whole afternoon and i imagine you're used to that and maybe

you pretended to sleep your whole life and you pretend/prevent to extend this nap for as long as you

feel the need to

i'll be gone soon and it's right. it's nice. i'll do my best because i always do. and when i do it for you...

Is This Real Life?

At the end of the day, who did I turn my back on?
Which lessons and confessions will stay after?
It all holds and folds in a graphic, a single waveform
Duration's under four minutes twenty-one seconds
Twenty four letters in your alphabet, two-thousands and more in mine

It'd feel dumb if it were to fall appart
That is why you're dreaming for it to fall appart
A part of me will stay with you, a part of me always leaves
-oooh- Falling from a tree that stopped growing

But the roots keep it from moving,
Everything passes through and changes around it,
The tree.....is life, the tree......is life,
And, and when, and when  we,



You are growing in me, like a sweet juicy fruit
Like a matured mikan, like tangerine jelly,
But she don't use jelly, oh no
No!
I'll go pee and shut down the computer
-And when we'll be together
We'll never turn our backs on each other.........
Will we stand one another?

Lariat

welcome! welcome!! please, come in! we're in for some!

ahh... this feels off! what the fuck? i don't know

ah yes! this is nice! play it again? i'll do it myself

okay now... oh, really? i don't agree... for a change! maybe

it's fine! hahaha! yes, from the heart! how'd you know? it's fine!

i like this... i like that! okay but then, what about you? didn't ask!

ah... he seems to! she seems too! i could try... oh but i did!

seems obvious! this is something else. right? ah, right. of course.

it comes from there, ends up there, but, ah, stuck here! need vocabulary!

it's okay. change punctuation! words matter, but not. say it once more! yes!

i heard that. heard it too much, haha! as that laugh! stupid laugh, but didn't ask

who to? who 'bout? i know. i know, i know! oh... right! no, left! left!

back? right. variations are a good thing. longer sentence. try again please

you really think so? i think so too. well, thought i thought so, too. but now...

does it matter... right. as soon as, then back to back. it's freestyle, all is freestyle,

drunken-style karaoke freestyle, ahah right! weird sounds, make up for it,

think about those who can't hear it, they still hear something right,

those who don't see it, they still see things right, that's funny right, 

well mouths closed and ears closed, one hand teared down, feet in the air

when you thought you couldn't do it, still the option to do it, of course it's not easy

but they did it right, you're doing it right now, saying fuck it and fucking it,

it's consentant? yeah of course, but you didn't choose either, complicated sure is.

we don't need much. yet we have so much. only to lose it all! to not have much.

still the most difficult right. that's also called not giving up. to give it all up

like you should add the bass, before adding the drums, or both at the same time,

oh and then you take it all off and you keep that, and then you put it all back, to back

improvise life, make a record of it, you had to record it, good thing you did

and then i thought, i could add the sounds to it! of course it's not worth it, good reason to do it

just go for it! try and fight it!

no!... not so rough! slow down! unh!

KCHAK KCHAK KCHAK

RETURN TO STORY

The Whole Time I Listened To The Wrong Music

I would put on headphones

pick a longplay, cringe and try not to think

the less i think... the less i understand...

why does it have to hurt so bad

I'd try to work, away from your gaze;

I'd try to work next to it

it always comes out of somewhere, 

always something pouring out

first from my own eyes

then from my nostrils

then... you know... as you expect it

feeling fine skirt-wearing

feeling fine being noticed, for soft reasons

for soft meaning

absorbing shit, avoiding shit

all feels like shit, i feel like shit

give me meaning

give me meaning

make me alive

why would i live for myself

i have all i need

do you need me

i walk on the hope

that i'd be useful for someone else than me

let me dedicate my life to you

i want to end it for you

i want to end it for you

it all ends for you

i don't have cats... still wish i were a dog... wawa, wawawa!

let me say something,

let me sing you a song

in a tongue i don't know

a language that won't show

don't wanna talk about me

my eyes keep watching you

even when you are not there,

retinal persistence-brain tricks

i'm sorry to lie

i'm sorry to keep on lying

just trying to keep something

from this inconsistent flow

but my hands hurt me bad

when they sink in water

always saying something

always singing a song

in a tongue i don't know

showing too much that i know

this is my own reflection

on the sides of this fish tank

even when i'm not there,

retinal persistence-heart tricks

i don't want to lie

lying on my bed

keep on lying, on my bed

getting to work, then i cry

crying doesn't feel bad

before and after i've wasted all my thoughts

and tried throwing them somewhere

i love your picture,

i love your picture

i love your picture,

i love your picture

i touch myself please let me go deeper

how many take control here

i speak to everyone, remember to treat them well

before i treat them bad

i'm sorry to lie

sorry to keep on lying

just trying on trying those things

from this beautiful world

life is good, what a wonderful world

Kumatora (Short Hope 2015 Wash Your Teeth Before And After Going To Bed)

smell of grudge fills the air
conditioner for your perfume
i'm not in love

you are
so cute, when you
take a picture
i like it

fuuuuuuuck meeeeeeee
too drunk to fuck,
too drunk to fuck
so fuuuuuuckkk meee
too woke to fuck
we are too woke to fuck

these sounds link
to these clouds, wink


take it when,
a picture, lick it then,
like it then, hold
my heart in a cellphone
cells in a cell faune

bad breath
for keeping it shut
abandoned hospital shuttle
the coke, with a zero on it

stop reading this
you know, i know, you're reading this
i don't want you to, why are you still
coming through
why are you still here, i just wish you would
disappear

this a pear
hhhhaaa shamed
of the good times
because i miss the good times
but you blew the good times, you
blew the good times, but
i didn't want you to,
blew the good times, 'cause
i forgot the good times, and
i blame you for it, for
the good times in fact
we never had
we never had
we never had

i never had
always alone
wishing not
always alone
blaming you
for being alone
i blew it
because i'm alone
and i'll stay alone
and i'll stay alone
and i'll stay alone

it's gonna be fine

yes i think you're pretty, yes you're just my style.
i say i have no style but damn you make me shiver.
beauty on the inside fuck that when you ugly on the outside, it follows
i'd follow you anywhere but you know that? they call it a stalker
i'll stay in the corner gazing you gazing your ass gazing your feet
like a fucking creep that i am i'll collect the facebook pictures cause i'm obsessed
i have a file in your name that i hope nobody'll ever find about
when we talk sweat on my forehead and i got the erection
when you're gone feel like shit cause i looked like shit
then i think maybe if i wasted my mind things would go smoother
like i never watched a movie, how can you be so stupid, why can't we understand,
hate myself hate myself the more i hate myself, the more you'll avoid me
how can that not make sense, i'm not sexy i'm not clever, try my best
to be better, then you look at my pokemon shirt, what was i thinking
last time i tried lookin sexy i was 14, wore red skinny pants and shiny pointy shoes
wanted to look like alex turner ended up lookin like some stock image
you are amazing, you look amazing...
youre like music to my ears//as faint as a dream......
i see you...oh no
i see you...oh no, i swear,
what are you? i'm dead
where are you, never were there
were you there, were you anywhere
i see you...oh no
i see you...oh no, i swear,
what are you? i'm dead
where are you, never were there
were you there, were you anywhere
i'm sure it's gonna be fine...

weakness, the privilege, the easy way

kirin whisky with the mitsuya cider
prrup prrup leaning on the cider with no lean, i'm still cyber
fuck you i be smoking in my mind, cigarettes' shit, i shit on it
i smoke weed in my mind because i don't have weed what is happening
ace of angels in your ass while i'm making the whitey dance moves
oh nana no nae nae i'm not you i'm not ye, yes i'm white i'm still mixed
i still can't dance, wtf i don't care these music videos don't reflect me
i wish i wish i'd reflect thee but i'm here in the wifi room
typing on my keyboard like a fucking weeb fuck fuck call me what i am
a cat's a cat i can't even meow the jewels, jizz in my pants scrolling down instagram
like a real man i think i'm sexy when i give you the creepy look
fuck me you avoid the fuckboy for the right reasons, my socks white like my style
tuesday night got the club goin down as i sleepin at 11pm, three beers in i be wasted
fuck fuck the last time they thought i was cool i can't remember i was on pills, so were they
wish i could take the pills, i dont even own a phone, i dont even have friends
the ones i call my friends i dont talk to them cause i hate myself for having them as friends
i wsh theyd forget me, wish theyd forgive me, thats too fuckin easy, i be cryin im still breezy
got no breezies, still breezy, emo fuckboy watching tree growin hopin could grow trees
only trees i get its jus paper, i draw on it, i draw 2D gurls i dont have, at least they accept me
dont call me, dont call me, block me, block me, forget me
forget me forget me forget me when im back... hope youve forget me
all i think about is the hash rock waiting for me, all i care about, cause i hate you, i hate you
i hate myself, for loving you, i'll have the hash rock, i'll have the xan, ill have the xan
hash and tobacco, with one or two xans, yes i hate me, ill have the xan
goodnight goodnight goodnight, so easy to be white and male, so easy to hate me
easy way the weakness, easy way the weakness, privileged i be bless, to tell yall fuck off

emotional shawty postweed poetry

plantlife in need, landlife no heed

sealife is weed; before reaching the lid

in your presence time flees

they say you kill but i don't remember

living before you, leaving thanks to you

ho phantasm, ho the spasms,

ho the bad times, ho the down times,

that was nothing

that was nothing

that was nothing

because one thing i know for sure

one thing i will always remember

is that you'll never forget me, you will always

forgive me, as i promised you, and never failed you,

when i'm with you you are with me, whole time wit me

ho i love you, in a sweet solitary and neverending love

in the lowest of forms, i don't care, i don't care, they won't care

they never understood, between us, never compromised, either of us

always did it right

using left and right, fire in the lungs, starting down to end up,

in solitary confinement, where i felt fine, where i'll feel fine

wait for me bitch, wait for me, i'm coming for you, coming... for you <3

Dam_ned_Aged

I...i don't know
"i don't understand"
"slowly... gradually we realized... [...]"
this is a crime
this a song title
UL UCH SO OB
social anxiety. won't change
and i miss my friend
but i keep on trying and i'm still up
those people trying and they still up
making motivational videos to keep it up
they might kill themselves but all i see
is they are reproducing so fucking much
fucking babies everywhere it's so depressing
why do they hang on so tight on keeping this fucking malediction?
for the first time in ages i was walking down the park and found myself
looking down, at my feet (looking down, at my feet)
and i thought to myself, "what a depressing world-
all we need is a fucking end to all this, and this will never fucking end-
at least i can say i spend my time jerking in the dark, but it ENDS_up nowhere-
everybody is so busy humping and REPRODUCING;;ALL_THE_TIME
EVERYTIME;_;EVERYFUCKING.MISTAKES
-i'm not judging, i'm terrified, all the people,
so many people, watching themselves, avoiding, sinking slowly
in their mobile phones, sleeping all the time, going home
reproducing, feeding, beating themselves, nobody seek help?
we don't need motivational videos
who the fuck needs motivational videos
_SIG-H; WE NEED an end on all this, we need the worst, we need to
"Kaijū"this shit up/shit on this world, non-binarynugenderedspecies to s h i t on this wurld
yalldoomed, yall rap, yall smoke tobacco, burn the ganja fields and kill yourselves for 1once
take up the swords and slash the throats, noaf enix, noaf .ing, we burn the ganja fields
and we gaze the inhale of the burning of the ganja fields
point final

Alpha Rainbow Mika

Spring in Fall Punch a hole In a face In your face

Suck it out Make it up Look at me Down at me

Eat my fist Check my thrist Do the thrist Burned the list

Watch my eyes Match my looks Upon hooks You're lost now!

Spit your guts Put my face In your hat Stupid brat

Are you man I'm human I'm no gal Like you know

You don't know You don't know HaHaHa You don't know

Why Why Spring in Fall Void in mind I do mind

It's nightfall Now sleep tight U & Me Ume Mi

Rainbow trout In nightsky In moonlight 

Aqueous moon Soiled my pants I'm sorry 

Oh my Is it you It's not you Stop thinking This is how

Then fight back Then come back Yes I'm back Oh at time

Oh at times Ha Oh Yes All the time Oh God Yes

Chō happy Wavery Salt like sea Salted slug, yes you see

I'll take you Promise you And if you, don't need to...

Oh if you, don't need to...

God, Thank You Rainbow Mika, I need You

Mika As The Sun

emerging from the sunrise
feeling so sad......waking up

i'm dying for you
am i dead for you
see you everywhere, see you nowhere
don't even remember your face
did you have eyes

at night i lose
i lose my temper
stream of tears
that don't feel like anything
i don't feel (like) anything

no hurt
in every heart
hunger or, malheur

smells like rotten insides
i'd slice myself open
with that fake katana
my dick on your face
thanks
what did i miss

crying at the zoo
wishing i were you
wishing you were me
wishing you were here
what did i miss

fill my blank ocean
fill my blank ocean
fill my blank ocean
fill my bank account

MY COMPUTER IS NOT A TOY. MY COMPUTER IS NOT YOUR FRIEND. CAN YOU GUESS IF I'M FEELING FRIENDLY

  could you  stop...

stop  turning  down  computer

stop turning down my computer.

STOP TURNING DOWN MY COMPUTER.

STOP TURNING DOWN MY COMPUTER!!!!

THE SHIT'S NO LOW BATTERY!!!!

THE SHIT DON'T HAS A BATTERY!!!!

DON'T FUCKING TURN DOWN THE COMPUTER

DON'T FUCKING TURN DOWN THE COMPUTER

I DON'T CARE IF YOU NEED THE CHARGER

I DON'T CARE IF YOU NEED THE ADAPTATOR!!!!

FUCK YOU AND MOVE YOUR ASS TO GET WHAT YOU NEED!!

DON'T TURN DOWN THE COMPUTER!!

I'LL DO THE FUCKING SAME

I'LL DO THE SAME OH YEAH

I DID THE SAME OKAY

I DID THE SAME OH YEAH

BUT NOBODY KNOWS

NOBODY SAW OH NO

I'D SWEAR NOBODY SAW

TELL ME THAT YOU SAW??!?

NO!!!

TELL ME THAT YOU SAW!!!

I KNOW YOU SAW!!!

I SAW YOU SAW!!!

I'LL SOW YOU KNOW!!!

I'LL SOW THE BEANS

I'LL GROW TALL AND AND AND

DON'T FUCKING TURN DOWN THE COMPUTER

DON'T FUCKING TURN DOWN MY COMPUTER

I DON'T CARE IF YOU'RE LOOKING FOR SOMETHING

I DON'T CARE IF YOU'RE SEARCHING FOR MEANING

I

WON'T

CARE

DON'T FUCKING TAKE THE CHARGER

DON'T FUCKING TAKE THE CHARGER

DON'T FUCKING TAKE THE CHARGER

DON'T FUCKING TAKE THE CHARGER

DON'T FUCKING TAKE THE CHARGER

DON'T FUCKING TAKE THE CHARGER

DON'T FUCKING RISE MY ANGER

O~w No~w This Mustn't Be It! So Be It!! Beat It!!! Beat It!!!

nice gift from overseas, nice gift from the other side
that gender seems to have brothers, those may be my nieces
por favor put something on youtube that i can easily avoid
por favor sit in front of me that i can obviously avoid
one sting, one mosquito, one mosquit
didn't want for my toe to be ____ oh my god i think i fell in
waw you are so swift to read
hahahahahajajajajajaguadalajera

yeah i definitely yearn your lower groin
it's all i see i swear it's all i see
the more i listen and the more i see
it's starting to scream right you're not even ashamed right
on the left then on the right right now tell me what to do
oh but nevermind as i told you i'm not listening to you
it's this game i always hated but it's funny to not care
still you should take care because as i leave, i'm in no care
i'll still be the first to ask you to care so please care not caring about it

you're in il cairo know in france we say le caire
if it's not claire i wouldn't care give you le meaning
HA...HA....HA....WA...WA...HWA...JAAK...JAAAKKK....JAKKKKRR...... ... .. .

Where's My Carbon Copy

I want to eat your ass (now) want to eat your ass
Smoke five pounds of weed before french kissing your ass
Look dead in your eyes make you cry of nervousness
Look dead in your inside make you cry of arousal
I want to feel so fly go out and kill a cop
Carve a bong in his sacrum and blow smoke in his cranium
I want to feel something, want to feel something,
Stop feeling something, before I feel anything
Let me feel alive let me shut my fucking mouth
Shove it in your genitalia, want to suck the labia, then dig the vagina
Hold it do me that blowback claw my back lick the six pack
You need the D but I do just need you
You need the D but I do just need (you)
To need me
Free me from the hate that is consuming me
I gaze into your eyes I swear you could just kill me
Right now, kill me right now, you could stab me in the heart
And I would die so far from what I thought I needed...
From what I wanted to leave...
This place is crowded
Outer space outer love for everyone (is what we all need)

Reefer Madness

I am trying to work but then what. Should I just go outside, and take a mindless walk? Just like I would always, it's not a solution, it's a simple do. Don't really want to think 'bout anything, that's what we all-ways do always about the same things. Actually you know I do, only think of one thing but it's not really you.

I'd take one toke and then die, that's what I'd always do, when I'd feel alone. That's the best way that we do, me myself and I 'cause we're only a lone. I love it, I love it and will do, it's something in my heart that no stopping will do. What is shame? What are they? I couldn't care less as I never do. You know you, you know you,

You're always on my mind God knows that I love you. What do you bring, I don't know, it's something I'll explain but never understand, they'll never understand because it is called joy, it's called Life. Art to me. Art to me. They never got it and I know they'll never do. Keep questioning nevermind you it's good, I know it is because the only thing it is

Can't stop now, won't stop now, never will do oh God never will do

I love you, I love you, those words are so true when applying to you

POC, WOC, I will marry you, or you will marry me?

Marry Juane me most beautiful thing that I will ever see,

once you close my eyes and you open my soul and filtrate my thoughts through filters of smoke

All those words, every word, means something to me, means something to all, that if today you're not here you have been there once and never planned to leave my life,

Sense's no sense, every sense, is it supposed to mean that my life has no mean,

if you sense, what I sense, beginning of something I'd never even expect, so help me work oh God help find the true friend that I never had, oh God,

You know it, you know it, that inside of me is this me I need to meet

We'll never turn our backs on each other

My lover, my lover, you represent the things that the words can't say,

My lover, my lover, relations as dank i swear they don't end

Ours won't end, it's a promise, it's a vow, ill and gally engaged for the time of my life

Mother nature give me the strenght to be, to consume what I be

Tired

a plane's shadow over the clouds caused by the moon

i went out to smoke a stolen cigarette
the moon was so bright i thought it was a sun
it catched my eye, and cleared my mind

i went back to get a beer
i was hungry eventually but in front of my room door
there's a giant coackroach
i'm scared

it can jump
my heart stopped
it stopped twice today

earlier when i came back to the guest house
i just sat in front of the computer, in the common room
a girl said hello, she was barefeet, reading a book
we chat and
i saw confidence in her eyes, looking into mine

all became blurry, i hadn't felt that for quite a time
this is foreseeable, i just like to dream
but i don't like expecting

so i'm just happy to feel
at a time when you just want to feel
when you're far from what you think you are
when you wish life went as planned
and for just a second, it gives you thrice what you need

Fool Of Yourself

what a dork

i'm sad,

i guess

feel the need, 

to say it

who are you

talking to

who am i

like you knew

i'm sad,

please don't listen

your eyes

-

 who am i

talking to

why am i

pretending

when that's all

i rebuke

as soon as

i defend you

why aren't you

staring at

me

when i don't

see you

-

whatever the sounds

my ears get it

whatever information

my brain kills it

emotions

have no shape

yet you exist

i'm sad

what a dork

I'm So Far

forgive, forgive, forgive, the people
you hate, you hate, you hate, that's the only
way to stay sane, only
way to stay polite
hot blood for a cold heart
don't be blod you're no north hart
bacon for bold fart

don't make me roast as those roaches
i'm sorry, i'm sorry, i'm sorry, for i really
i hate you i hate you i hate you as much as
before, tomorrow i guess, i'll still won't wanna
handle your shit-face
write it on the sheet, she's a shit-face
fock fock fock i'll keep hating myself, indulgent

i'm being as far as i can
you're still there you're the definition of
a bitch

i can be the definition of whatever horrid thought you have
i'm still the definition of whatever torrid thought you cherish
bitch

i love you, bitch
why can't i keep a friend?
i love you, bitch
why can't i remain a friend
you must love me, bitch
to bring me that far
to keep me that sad
you never deserve enough
the situations life puts you into

i love you dad
arigatou gozaimasu

oversensitive, stubborn, unlivable dickhead (FREE)

in this world... all i'm tryna do is communicate my feelings

in this world... every way i do it seems like hell for others

i'm tryna learn, but the more you put the finger on it

the less you're able to move yourself from it,

in this world... where will i end up anyway?

when will i stop being a pain in your ass

i'm honestly sorry

why would i accept putting

anyone through this, choice is yours

you don't have to bear with me

just leave me be and let yourself be free

in my world... they all say i'm so positive

they talk 'bout how they're happy with my presence

in my world... why am i so mean with my dad?

when my mouth opens the truth it's only for verbal diarrhea

that's how i feel, letting myself feel

feeling like shit, and i hate y'all for this

saying you're shit, and i shit three times a day

fucking dweeb, they're still sad when you're gone, fuck

and i love y'all, have so much love to free

where does it go? it's like i'm inventing it...

i wanna cry, wanting your honesty

craving the same love, but all i free ain't free...

it's just the samo suffering

i can't assume to deserve

you deserve love

but nobody even know, what the fuck love is (fuck)

Blundered

fucked, i am fucked, who is fucked
haven't fucked in a long time, i don't fuck with y'all,
do you fuck with me, would you? nah shut up
don't answer that, do if you will, reaction's independent
i don't wanna fuck, i wanna make love in that cheesy way,
i wanna go that deep into you until your eyes flicker
until your heart stops and restarts and turns your body dry
throw you on the bed and leave you waiting for something to happen

is being blunted a blunder
deep grouse puts the misstep in mixtape
going down the stairway to even

i'd fuck you like a mantra, like under the influence
from slower to harder expecting new meanings for old emotions
crescendo releasing your chakras releasing the evil sleeping
i wanna kill you so damn hard for my own mistakes it's a decision
it's an incision into your mistery, who puts the ? in history
Seasons Rod instoring a reign of terrorism I will rule these lands
I'll burn everything before hammering flags deep down your skin, bitch

Well Deep Within

nowadays the only trace
of this town is the ruins
of a windmill
it didn't left a website
or was placed on the market
ever after
ever after

falling down in the well
feeling well in this well
in this deep well
stands a tall wall
bringing us as a whole
keep digging down the hole

nowadays when i walk
and end up face the hawk
he tells me
about the well
but he is not an owl
he just talks very well
took naps à tour de rôles
waiting for the jeu de rôles

all in all and forever after
party goer the night lives forever
the night lives as long as you're alive!

les 52 quarts de cœur

je plonge mon regard dans ton vide, en toi je me vide
de mes sens, as des anges
tu peux parler je te comprendrais pas
je te regarderai je te comprendrais pas
suis-je là pour ça? je suis là pour toi, pour toi,
pour toi, je ne sais pas qui je suis

je n'ai savoir ou connaissances
je t'ai toi

je regarde droit devant moi, partout je me vide
je ne brûle rien, ni ponts ni êtres,
j'aime
j'avale tes pouvoirs dans le respect
je les utilise mieux que toi par respect
je sauve la journée pour? pas de respect

ton pays est celui de la lumière,
faible, qui se lève, faible, qui s'éteint
ton âme est celle que je vise, dans ma lunette.
ton âme au centre de mon viseur quand je ne me rends pas compte
d'avoir pressé la gachette. . .  .  .   .

je t'aime

je t'écoute
mes mains ont fusionné dans l'irrespect
pour presser le jus de leurs pouvoirs sacrés
mes pieds ne questionneront jamais
seule mon ouïe compréhende...
seule mon ouïe répète tes mots saints...

sache... que je rêve de tes seins...
c'est la définition du confort et du repos
quand mon coeur se sent si lourd et déphasé
en remontant tes jambes, en ton centre
quels mystères
me prépare-tu
quelles souffrances
me réserve-tu
je les veux
je veux ta vie

all i ever was meant to be

Summer Despair? Love Dream Crescendo, Taipei Dissolve

hell ass palace, hell ass pool

hell ass science proven you're a fool

dreams worth more than money

dreams worth more than dreams

dreams leading me to you

whatever the names i swear whatever the words

it never rains on Isle Delphino

that's what came today i don't fucking know

let it fucking flow samo your being

permits me glow

intense abandon into your flow

followed you from the streets

got down to the subway

i first started running after that ass

liked that ass well knew it wasn't the one

walked back and saw you running too..

running too late... didn't left...

ran left and then left

got down to the subway

knew who she was

hell nightmare mistake

just a lost piece

helped those girls
(such a weird scene)
a lot of girls, i love girls
surrounded by them
still

love my mom
present in my heart
stroke you with my arms
as to absorb you..back
as to become you...
this love
does it come from
this external
spring? you? please let her be  you!
why am i so desperate! i saw you!
i know what my eyes are? more than the nature of what they seek
yeeks, see WOMAN!
I LOVE YOU!
I DON'T CARE!
I'll never have to prove it, I swear!
it fills me... undiscovered lands... they're yours
what you were... it's horrible
so am I, I see you, I know where I'll go

but I only think of you
every second
every tear
every mistake that composes the universe

J'ai Mots

comment ne pas penser
ne pas me trouver si bête
quand je t'écoute me parler
quand je t'écoute t'adresser à moi?
comment en est-on arrivé là?

pourquoi tu me regardes.
pourquoi tu m'apprécies.
qu'est-ce que je fais là? arrête tes sotteries

pas de sauterie

je rentre chez moi, en pensant à toi
je rentre en moi, j'oublie tout sauf toi
tu es toujours quelque part en moi, à attendre
que je te remarque

que passe-t-il par là, par ci,
de Paris à Passy
cela reste la même rengaine, alors je dégaine,
je remballe, je rentre en balle,
je roule sur tes flancs
mes rêves d'argent
finiront brûlés dans des champs
de blé

rien à faire de l'argent... garde ton argent...

mes dollars se comptent en autant de rêves...

Intercourse, Interjection, On That Grassy Field Found At The Moon

i'm like, 'ohmyfuckingod
what are you doing in me?'
i bet your lookin for god,
so had to dig for it in me (SPELEO)
outta body experience
not what you name it science
has burn your driver's licence
now give back me creedence.

te voy a matar
in a circle hellfire (s)pit
head in the basura
y asi acabarà la  changa
acabarà la  changa
outta body experience

you like, 'whats that smelly butt
tryin to talk to me for,'
when i slash you back to four
reverse song of time, end on the floor
both your eyes afraid to dance,
end doppel gang not finite haze
end dopple gang that callin days.

te lo voy a decir, más y más
y más y más, when i unleash beast form
eroded mask breaks in pieces (YES)
trapped in spider weeb ending up
but down, on the floor, and i slash you
MORE & MORE & MORE
creepy gore, tell me more, tell me more
grab the core, of my despair
and bring encore to this nightmare

Yo FUCK FUCK TWICE [Mierda De Lechero-)

So I drink and smoke
Enough of fucking clichés.
But I love, I love 'em so much
I love love and talking shit about others,
Reminding I love them,

Reminding I love me,
Reminding they all love me,
They all love

The way that I look
The way I think
The way I think they think
And how I'd do better
In their place

I'm so fucking white
My brain's as white as my skin
My fucking heart is turning ash grey
Everything goes the same way, the farest you stare at,
The closer you step in deep shit

And all that green, and all that depressing jazz
I'm optimist in front of my death
Days of future past
Are nothing short of a moment you'll forget
As soon as you'll take the easy path,
As soon as you stop moving
Out of your fucking room

So I drink and smoke,
And I express this through a keyboard.
I hate keys and I'm fucking unstable.
I'm fucking afraid of everything

Afraid of going out
Afraid of my own fears
Afraid of facing 'em and yours
Afraid to admit we share the same fucking anxieties about the same fucking shit topics we'd all wish we were past through but fuck do I think of something else at daytime when I'm thinking about thinking about something else than being afraid of going out of my house,

Yo, fuck fuck whatever.
Go fuck yourself. That is my easy way.
I repeat, and repeat,
Someone help me shut the fuck up.
Someone kill the hell out of my ego.
Someone just make me shut my fucking mouth.

White trash throw it in the fucking trash

Yo FUCK

I am so wrong
I am so fucking wrong
I persuaded myself of it all

I must really hate myself
As much as I reproached everyone for so long.

What could I
What should I have against you all?

Except I can't
Handle myself, around you
Around anyfuckingbody

All you can't be, all I'd hate you for not being,
Why can't I let you fucking be?
Why can't I accept people might love me
For being myself, for being something they can't control.

I don't like me,
How could I possibly like you
I'd prefer to stare in a glass
In my 3DS upper screen, in front of my singular
Pair of eyes

Je Me Casse

la tête comme un ballon
je donne un coup de pied

ça fait mal à la tête
doliprane
j'ai le corps qui flanche
je fais pipi

quoi quoi
pourquoi c'est toujours comme ça
je m'en fiche de m'en fiche fiche

ouhlala non
toujours goodbye



j'arrête de te courir après, j'arrête de te fuir
je file dans les champs de riz en léchant l'enduit
toujours dans l'ennui, dans le flegme zizi

bébé je sais que c'est fini
hey
regarde-moi dans les yeux
hey

il serait peut-être temps de se faire comprendre
d'arrêter l'an 20 et de passer mach 20
qui m'en voudra si j'en ai marre
tu m'en voudras même si déjà je pars
moi je ferais toujours le canard
à m'en lécher les panards


je m'en bats les couilles, royal
en mode deluxe, loyal
je m'en bats les couilles, sociales
comme un ninja, je baille
c'est le bye-bye
je me casse

thirty-six reasons to die part eight

now you can cry! now is the time to act
like we ever had a meaning beyond the premium moment at its purest
dick hanging in tired hands discovering labor and tiredness
they be looking at my feet but i'm looking at yours
i'd turn you upside down and french kiss your ass-piss
what is hardest? being left behind or being ahead of y'all?
aid from head bad lacking ed
i'd already lived an earth rotation and you're still trying to get me
withdrawed your fake ass long ago never falling in those nets again
trapping you into oblivion while my face heading lorule.
following your long-dead rules and looking for a valuable redbull
thirty-six reasons to die part eight

MEGA SLOWKING

THE CROWN HAS BEEN SEPARATED

IT WAS SO HEAVY FOR ME

SO HEAVY I COULDN'T I WON'T EVER

EVOLVE INTO SOMETHING BETTER

INTO SOMEONE BETTER

I NEED

TO GO FURTHER

I'M SO SLOW MY WORLD IS SUCH A LEISURE

FUTURISM REVERSED FOR WOE

WE'VE BEEN, SEPARATED 

I LIVE WITH A BURDEN AMPUTATED

TRACK 8 WOULD MAKE HER ? SO PROUD

PURPLE ACID RAIN MASSIVE DRAINING

IN THE SINK, FLOWS OF HAIR

STUCK IN THE TYPHOON

HURRY KANE AND BRING THE TOWELS BACK

WE'LL SMOKE THIS SHITHEAD, SLOWBURNER

WE'LL SMOKE ANYTHING THAT CAN BE

WE'LL BRING DOWN THOSE FUCKING TOWNS

ALL EQUAL 

UNDER THE FLAMETHROWER

SEPARATED BY

LA CHALEUR

LA CHALEUR DE TON COEUR

I'M TURNING INTO ASHES

ENDING IN THE ASHTRAY 

STAGNANT AND DOOMED

Sanctuary Piles Up Dust

only reflections, on the walls

colors you're the one to distinguish

permanent link on a locality

nothing to save the screen

but it includes a CD

it includes a CD with the purchase

purchasing my dreams that come with a CD

it's amazing, there's lots to do

it's amazong yes as an oriental goal

i see flesh lights coming from the sun

in my century, my century

you're rusting

for a film

and you hang on

like a meta for, a dinosaur

if you can't reach, then you destroy

keep to persue/chase your dreams

that come with a download coupon

that says FREE MP3

who cares about adjectives

you know you deserved this MP3! ;-)

because I don't care!

art from the 20th century

is for the 21st century

to land on the 22nd century

the scent are -E!-

Egos Know No Conflict

I have words flowing and I let these words flow
I've felt these words flow before and I'm letting them now
A little bug is flying around the desk and I wanna smash it
This is cyclical and so on point when everything comes at point
Is it all just because I'm young because it's easy because because
Because it's bullcrap and I decide to reflect myself as crazy only
Because I fucking respect you all
I respect you as I respect myself and it never feels wrong
Even when you could feel it's wrong it never is really
And if it's still difficult to admit a defeat in terms that get you nowhere
When every failure is only words I'm typing right now symbolically
Because what's behind, on that screen, any parallel world I could figure
We're not at this yet it's already there and it's so easy to see it now
To see it now, words just stop naturally, now I'll find a title
Post these words as an "article"
Hope you read it
Knowing you are

Nothingness Not Existing Come On Let's Stop Here

there's need to be a theme, to define this limit
all i talk about is love and my ego
all i talk about is talking about talk
the more i repeat i repeat i know you can read me!
i know you read me because i can
read in me and we know we're talking about
so much more
so much more!
because i don't want no limits because there are no limits
because we all break a limit saying we're breaking a limit
and kendrick lamar is breaking a limit
and the ashes of tupac are breaking a limit
when all those butterflies absorbed the sadness of your limits
well that's fucking right because nothing dies and there's no limits
and effectively this gives no meaning to this sadness
but repeating sadness is process and just stop thinking about meaning
think about limits so you create one better to destroy every single one
imagine every single limit and break every single limit
they never were limits so that's cool 'cause it can work like this!

.....This Avant-Garde Japanese Pop Shit Like OMG

a fucking zombie playing luth chilling at the hotel
he's thinking about buying a N3DS, he feels like playing games
his relationship with videogames could be resumed in a funny pun like
it's plastic love
let's assume he has far-east musical vibes going on right now
in his head little sound notes pop up yes i'm cheesy
he keeps about emptying his drink
is what keeps him from emptying it too fast
slow burner as an exquisite image
material world isn't sin it's fun and temporary
you can live and must live with the real burdens
you can cry and must cry for every real burden
that you can't share and obviously contribute to
it mustn't keep anyone to be here, to enjoy everything that can be
and there is much much things that can be
he could exist and obviously does
those things you see, they obviously does
lost in a daze watching you doze
you know i does, you know i does
( )
a fucking zombie playing luth but i don't rap i don't like schemes
i fucks my own schemes you find em weird we call em punk
call us posers its only when they make you watch open
nobody sees us working but they know we do
we know we do
it's all for you my love oooooh
i'm cheesy

Anymore That's Reassuring

hello again, friend of a friend, typing no-end, keyboard in hand
you're so pretty, but your friend's bland, your boyfriend's a creep too
staring into the landscape's the only way i feel relaxed
when i'm surrounded, only surrounded, and not at home, not at home
i'm in the grass, i fill my glass and i feel like a gas tank
blowing smoke in the other way around
no moon abroad but a clear night sky reflecting my mind
one simple complex mind
in a circle composed
of individual minds
let me feel grunge
with my cheap drug
near-legal plant
make it legal

girls, don't like me
i'm pretty sure i do though, daisuki, dokidoki when you stare at me
when you're staring at me and i'm staring into the landscape
and fuck i don't know how you come to the conclusion
what your sadness is like to drive you to this
but do you think i'm a kid? taking me by the hand
like hey come and follow me somewhere
as if i fucking were going somewhere
you can take the wheel and i'll sit next
pretending because that's how they told me to
let's do it us two and have convenient no-fun
fuck girl
WHAT THE FUCK


tired for no reason
tired of thinking as a human being
tired of the relief of being born and dying everyday
i say sorry because i feel sorry and
all i see are bugs and little kids, kids smile if they're depressed
that is why you remember crying
but you can stop and just listen to it stop and
feel the love in an incomprehensible being appearing as your neighbor
'hey! i've always been there. thanks for noticing!'
i'm sorry
i'm sorry
now i see you and all and we're growing and all
share dreams together and understand little we can
saying thank you smelly much that's a blast and
the brite futures only sound like a defunct band
anymore
that's reassuring

Blasted Leaves, Help Them Rest

in attempts
is interference intermission
east kentucky avenue
try feeling
we are too closed apart
always split
between stuff
i'd rather be poppin
anything
that you want
don't take my hand
i'm not your friend
nobody's noticed
i don't need friends
like it's a trend
stereotypes
surrounded stripes
what do you like
what do you like
i still won't care
if i
what you do like

but nobody talks

nobody says

they want have fun

you can try

having fun

they'll laugh at you

for having fun

they'll have fun

not having fun

when they have fun

it's like a trend

try stealing fun

in raising funds

to not go dumb

end in the dump

enjoying shit

seeing shit

hearing shit

while in your hands

you have your friends

they make you dumb

make you shit

make it last

i swear

you'll get that blast